Thursday, July 22, 2010

Not so proud of it.

Dear you,
You really thought you could get away with this, didn't you? I mean, look where it has brought you now. I thought we were okay the other day when you said there was nothing more to it. So, yeah.. all the lies you threw at me was just invisible. Seriously, talk about me, talk about how i look..I don't care. But don't you dare pull my family into the crap you do to seek attention. I know i'm not rich, i know i don't live in a two-storey bunglow, (which you don't live in either). I've seen people with three times the money you have, and they're not like that. I'm sorry if the way i was gave you the wrong picture of my status. I really didn't know you could class your friends from the kind if place they come from. But for the place i live in, i know i can play the role of a royal princess from the way i've been brought up. I know i can walk the walk, and talk the talk. I have a happy family that loves me and i know i've not done anything that might hurt their feelings. So, i guess i shouldn't be ashamed of having people over. You should really learn how to respect one's feelings. Do you really think you're all that? I mean, do you really think by you faking about your luxury is going to get you anywhere? Be who you are, i mean, that is why you are made. Everyone is made for a reason and they way you've been treating everyone.. is not what you're made for. CHANGE. Stop backstabbing. It hurts. Stop calling people names.. STOP IT. Can't you think? Don't you have a heart? Why do you keep lying? Why do you even think of me that way? I didn't do anything to you. I wanted to be your friend even after being told about your attitude. I supported you. I expected you to change. But now i know it wasn't worth it at all. It hurts to know that i lost a friend. But at the same time, i think i don't need one that doesn't accept me for who i am. Where i live. How i'm like. So, i guess this is it? You'll have your own friends.. and please, treat them well. I know the pain. Loosing friends, easy. Finding true friends, is harder than you can think. Years.. When i stood there, i was with a family. A family of loving and caring friends. And i love them as much as i love my own family. They're worth that much. Gain friends like them, and backstabbing, bitching, insulting isn't going to get you any.. I hope you change. I'm sorry, i can't imagine having friends like you in my life. I think its the best, for you and i. There was a limit, you crossed it. Do whatever you want, but just don't mess with my friends. You stay where you are, and i'll stay where i am. Goodbye.

P.s: I Love you guys like no other.

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