Saturday, November 30, 2013

You're the harmony to every song i sing..

I've never been happier..

31 July, 2013.. 3:18 am
31 days, 31 reasons why i love you..
the way you make me feel so alive
your jokes that are endless
how you think I'm beautiful even if I'm a mess
the way you look into my eyes
the way your face lights up when you see me
your words that make me jelly
the way you kiss my funny nose
your hands that are always so warm
the way you hold me tight
your "cuteness"
your light-brown eyes
the way you can make me laugh, even when you're not around
your sudden craziness in train rides
the way you push me to the safe zones on the road
your fingers between mine
your need to bash any kid that comes near me, gangster
the way you are cuddly even with your friends around
the way you describe me
your voice that keeps me sane
how you assure me that I am the one
the stubble on your face
how you panic when you don't hear from me when I'm away
the way you tell me everything about your day
how protective you are
your future that became ours
the fact you proved that you can carry me despite my insecurities of my weight
the butterflies that i get when you say something sweet
the way you adore my laugh
how proud you are of me, as i am of you
for listening to all my nonsense
the way you love me, like no other

because... you're everything I've ever hoped for, baby..

To a month, and many more to come. 

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Hand me a dagger, will you?

Ungrateful?
Sorry if i turn out to be the worse of what you think i am, but i guarantee you that you'd never find someone who's carried so much weight in her heart for the pain of others. How is it fair that you judge me by what i made of, in one day? You think it's easy to sit home, and listen to all the arguments and feel like it doesn't matter when that's the only cause to my over born stress and aches? I care. And i don't need you to be the judge of what i care about cause you can't read my feelings, and you never will. Fight all you want. Judge me all you can. But one day i'll wake up, making you feel like you were wrong about what you said, and i'm sorry. Because i'll never be the best of what you want me to be, but i can be the best of what i can be. 

Fighting for someone who proves you wrong, every single time. 
Give me a break. Are you even noticing what I've given up for you? To much space leads to over bearing power, control, and suddenly, you're not you anymore. You care too much, only to realize you forget to care about yourself. 

A puppet, with strings to be pulled. 

You can't fucking please everyone. 

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Dream big, because dreams do happen..

When the fear of "things staying the same" exceeds the fear of "failure," Previta, stuff happens. 

If you could see how well things will be going for you, Previta, you'd probably be skipping every day.

Ch-ch-changes...

    The Universe

Why do you make everything sound so possible. Why? Because you know? Or because you want me to push to the limits, and break them? Tell me, if you're waiting to watch me shatter, i'd take my precautions because even if i do shatter, i will pick those pieces up and build it, much stronger. 

Oh, i see what you did there.