Cold night. IMY

No, literally, it's COLD! :)
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Why is everything so confusing? I can't get things clear. Please tell me this is temporary. I can't
handle this for long. I don't mean to hurt you, but why?
I don't want reasons, i just can't let you fall in it too.

* Voices in my head.
Suddenly i thought about my grandpa. I miss his cola candy. I miss his rides to KFC. I miss his smile. I miss messing his room. I miss using his plier. I miss going for a walk with him. I LOVE YOU! : /
P.s: I miss you grandpa.

: /

I know the reason why you're doing this. It's so predictable. I mean, there should be only one reason, and i know it. You don't have to hide it. Think... cause you told me. And thought your other plan might over power this truth. But, its a LIE!!  :(

Byeeee...  : /

Seen from a distance, it's perfect.

'Life As A House' is an AWESOME movie.. though its very old. haha.
"Life as a House" offers audiences a chance to cry, laugh, and - at times - cringe at its harsh portrayal of a fractured family. The film isn't for everyone, but it is for moviegoers who enjoy emotional roller coasters.

Hayden Christensen :)








Haha.. other than this... BORING!!
Veno was a LIL gila on the phone. I guess the doctor didn't give her the right medication. :p
On the other hand, something is wrong somewhere..  :S  God is on to something.. :)
Are you hiding something?  Oo

Mr. D
haha.. inside joke.
P.s: Wondering why?

PERFECTION.  :]
P.s: You have been, always. :)

Friends like them, keepers.

LOVE YOU!
My friends are just Unpredictable.
First start off with the drama, I dont care about you thing. xD
Then the surprise at FullHouse. haha. I love you all. <3

I want to thank some for the wishes. It really meant alot. My birthday was a blast.
Thanks to VENO, my sister Pravina and  Renu, and her friend and my big sister, Yuen Mae! Love.

Really never expected some of the wishes, but thanks. It was nice xD

Thanks for all those Hugs, you know i LOVE HUGs!  xD

i'll never forget. :)  ilynmhmiwhy.

P.s: Thanks again. :) and i don't only love you all because of this. I truly love ya'll. xD

I LOVE YOU!

Thank You! <3
My Granny is the most sweetest thing. 3 days before my birthday, she got me GOLD earrings!! I love her, and not because she got me those earrings, but because she is MY GRANNY. She's my first mother! xD I love you patti!!
Mum and Dad. I love you all to the CORE!!  yeah, core! xD Pa, thanks for the awesome dinner and cash! Ma, i don't need anything from you. The way i'm treated at home, I LOVE YOU!!
Sisters, crap la you all!!  xD Thanks for, err, being my entertainment/pain! xD love ya'll!
Uncle, Thanks. For EVERYTHING!! 

VENO!!!  xD you the best la! There's always something dum that i can expect from you la, deyh! Even when i'm a TOTAL pain!!  :) Love you loads syg!

For the before 1a.m wishes!!  xD
venoneeticlareginnylynettecheryllilliancharliehayanilaurapri <3
and more to come. sorry if not mentioned. you know i love you all!! I realy DO! thanks again!

LOVE.

Just another day.

I've heard of  bad luck, but not this much.. First, Pn.M..  she like told about me, INFRONT of me.. -- i was like practically hiding my face away, hoping she wouldn't go," ehh, you girl, aren't you the one who was suppose to send me the......"
yeah, i would have been dead by now. So, i needed to get out of class for something, i made my maths teacher sigh and say,"go la, go!!  everytime you do this..." Haih.. and worst of all, it was the freaking first time i'd acctually asked. God. Then my STUPID files that i sent to mini,was not saved under the right one. So, WE COULDN'T OPEN IT!! My fault??  :(  Humphh.. what a day.

PRAY my day will beETTER tomorrow. Really.
ICC, My Birthday, Earth Hour, Saturday.  : /

P.s: I'm sorry. Acctually you were, but now i am. SORRY.  :(
It's just that i had a FUCKED up day..

Living a FAKE life?

Trip to the land of Pain.
Love This.
Keep acting the way you do, and one day, they might promote you.

Its suppose to be a happy week, but all i get is red marks, indirect slaps, shitty coments and other heart aching things. I wake up every morning not wanting to go to school. But mummy says, "No mood is not a reason for you to skip school. SPM, Previta. Don't play around." --
I blame myself.
* Veno!!  you made my day!!  I LOVE you!!

I hate this feeling. Really. It SUCKS!
I wish i could like take my heart,and throw it far, far away.. so i wont feel anything ever again.

P.s: IDLY,BINY,ICNLY....its more like i'm being forced to. Byee heart.
Love.

I've always regreted one thing, all always will.... YOU!

WHY, why is your SMILE killing me?

I don't even know you. But i love your smile, looks, height, and not YOUR AGE!!! whyy??
Why on earth are you younger than me? :( Not fair.
Sad thing is, i don't even know your name. Haih.. --
Haha. I saw you, only for 1hour 30 minutes. I feel like i've lost it. Cocobananananananannananananananannananaanananannananananna...

xD CRAZY!!

P.s: I don't love you. I LOVE your smile, looks and height. Not YOU! haha. well maybe cause i don't know you.
:D
Love.
Prev is CRAZEE!!!

I Don't want to..

This is so frustrating. I'm so Disappointed. I really don't know how to do this.
HOW WILL I EVER GET IT!?!
I got someone to help me. Tuition. Friends.
AND it still wont work for me. It's not fair. Like seriously, I AM STUPID. ==
I can't agree more to what i said. It's like, one second i know, and the next, I FORGET!
I DON'T LIKE THIS!

Help. Me :(
I didn't give up. And i can't. I wont.

TRY TRY!!
Pray for me. I cannot fail. I'll try not to.
Gotta go sleep. == There's exam tomorrow.

P.s: I'm sorry if, (*i will not curse it, YET)
P.s.s: PRAY FOR ME!! x(

Love.

Balloons :)

Life is like a balloon, you'll never know when it pops.

Hello bloggy. Exam is like gonna END, soon. Two more days to be more precise. Can't wait. The sad sad thing is that ICC, is on my BIRTHDAY! Why? == Haha, sweet sixteen? :/ sad eh? I know. Well, the good thing is, i can hang out with my Besties!! haha. I've no mood for my birthday. I'm more into ICC now. Hehe. I LOVE BALLOONS. Oh and Dinosaurs! They're soo colorful. *in my world*
OMG! My dad just made me climb a LADDER. A LADDER!! Man my heart felt like a balloon that went out of control. xP
Ok, back to me. Haha

You know, i was thinking. I really wonder WHO reads my blog. I mean, i never linked anyone. Never told any. So who, other than V. Oo

*Hello, person reading my blog. Nice to meet you. :) Even if i might know you, HI!!
You know, i really feel like i'm talking to myself. Meet my imaginary friend, Bubbles. Bubbles, meet 'PERSON'.

That's all for today. I guess. Maybe tonight. Oh well. Bye! xD
Love.

The world, A Fullstop.

Seems like nothing. But i know it's something.
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter. Hidden. :)

You know, i really don't like MSN's smileys. They're so, so BLEH! Oh and Maroon, at a glance, looks like moron. heh. :D
* Sleepy faced smileys.
It wasn't all that bad of an idea to not skip maths tuition.
Besides MATH, Fun came along.
It's 1.35a.m. now.

Looking around. Breathing. Thinking how it would have been... I hear raindrops. The perfect distraction. I MISS YOU! I really do.
It's 1.36a.m.

Can i know why? Why do you keep adding in to my pain? It's not like you don't know. Well i don't know if it's just me. But all i know is how much it hurts. I don't want this new you.

I'm INNOCENT. I really am. My dad's watch is annoying. Titittitititi!! == Bleehh!
And so are the FROGS. Oh..

* I miss you DIARY. I never thought i would ever loose you. But you're gone. With all my memories. EVERYTHING. I miss you, really. It sucks. Thinking about it makes me cry. Tear more like it. Why did you go. If there is one thing that i really need right now, it would be my DIARY. I might sound dramatic, but if you had one. The one like mine? You'd cry too.
I miss the drawings, poems, notes, doodles, signatures and ALOT more. I LOVE you.*
Please? Come back.

Heyy. You. Yeah you. Go Sleep la! xD

Night night bloggy. Oh, bubbles says,"good nighty!"
Love.

P.s: Something is missing. Again.

A Long Bridge..

Holyy!!! It's 3.33 a.m. Ok... hehehe...weird.. *...forgetforget..... (help)

Hello!!
BLOG fullstop.
Tuition was fun. I had FUN getting BIG RED CROSS-es on my activity book.. ==
* Add maths' = Me down the drain near my house! xP *
Oh, oh... Credits to ma sister for saving the kitty that practically DROWNED, in the drain i was talking about, due to the HEAVY RAIN!! The KITTY is SAFE!! weeee xD

*yeah.. bla bla bla.. back to me!

I forgot what i was going to say. --
Oh, yeah.. me being home alone after the movie. It's SO not fun. It's FREAKING SCARRY!! *esp when you're left alone at NIGHT.. which is now, Morning.
I'm being used as a Security Guard to watch on my house and my lil sister (sleeping).
My mum bribed me with INTERNET! xD so, here i am. BloGGinG!
And no, i am not sitting at my house gate. She's missing you. oO

Lovely lovely you, lovely me. Walking down the bridge. :D


Youknowwhat?

GOODNIGHT BLOG! xP

P.s: Please don't ask me what i'm trying to say, cause i really don't.. Byee!

Hi

I MISS YOU BLOGGYY!!!
I'll be back soon..