Friday, January 17, 2014

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive.

If you didn't do what you wish you had done, Previta, or if you did do what you wish you hadn't, may I suggest that back then you were simply acting on instinct, and that it served you well?

Particularly knowing as I know, how else things could have gone and how well you've done for yourself.

Oh yeah, Previta, you done good.

Tallyho,
    The Universe

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Stab me across my heart, and tell me it's over.

It's much better this way. I'd rather listen to this painful pray while things fade off slowly than be put through a room, reminding me of the things i wish i did right, i wish i didn't do, i wish i wasn't a part of. I'm trying, i can't wait to let go.. the taste of end seems so much better than fighting this war.. I can't open my eyes to look out and find my reasons. I can't be strong. 


She wants to go home, but nobody's home, it's where she lies, broken inside. 
She can't fight this anymore. She gave it up, you win.


Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Haha-hah!


What is it like to inspire?

Inspire and to be inspired. 
A big difference on just one letter. 

So, it's a new year. Then comes resolutions. Before the day ends, goodbye 2013, hello 2014. I hope you're going to treat us right, tho 13 ended pretty well, he didn't leave us much nice things to remember. I love you, no doubt, but we need to move on. 

Having said so little about the year, all that lingers in my thoughts are how did i get myself into another year, feeling so young, yet old. Education? Or being broke? Which stands on the lighter end.. I have no clue, leaving behind how much that could ruin the "new year feel" i should move on to why i got here. 

What is it like to inspire someone? How does it feel? 
Art. Am i granting your wish this time?

"I'd like peace on earth, please -" 
Wishing that i could give you that, i will try.. so much that it might even be some part of what i'm trying to convey through my inspirations. How does it feel again?

“Are we to paint what’s on the face, what’s inside the face, or what’s behind it?” ~Picasso