Even though..

Hello dead blog. Well, you're not so dead. So, there's always a reason why i'm here. :) The weird feeling where you feel like the only way you can make someone believe you, is by asking them to watch you secretly, and not let you know, is hitting me now. : / I dont know if i said that right, but yeah. People tell me that i'm thinking too much. People tell me that maybe i'm just over-reacting. But i don't think im making myself feel this way.. The reason why i react this way, is because, half the time, what i say, are just words that make no sense. It sucks when the only person that can make you feel better is also the reason why you always cry.. Like, most of the time. :( No matter how busy you are, im sure you can spare that one minute that you sit and breathe for someone if you really wanted to. :( Being tired and everything is understandable, but reallyy. Not once. When you say sorry, you should really mean it and try not to have to say it again. Cause, what is the difference if "sorry" is what saves your ass everytime when you're wrong. I can't go through this with you being a thousand miles away from me. Fork this feeling gosh.

I'm still in love, but all i heard was nothing..

P.s: The difference between her and I? I would do anything for you & she would have done anything to you..