When you have the crowd that you've always wanted; when you feel like every small detail they appreciate; when they actually care; when you're not the outsider anymore.. is exactly when you feel lonelier than you've ever did before.
Why is it that your mind, can make you feel so good, yet so terrible at the same time? The past, haunts. "Tears are words that need to be written," he said.
Why am i so unhappy? Just, why do i feel this way?
You can only feel as if someone just needs to pull strings from above, and your mood just swings from one pole to another, when all you that you've tried is ways to give yourself a centimeter length smile.. which ends up being much more worth it than nothing at all. Needing space, when all that you've gotten all these while were that empty spaces.
..break it, it was never perfect anyway.
