I knew you were trouble when you walked in..

Let me give your heart a break, i know you can heal mine. 

For me, this is just enough..

After a long time, being all depressed about things, something hit me.. Not literally, but yeah.. it kinda hurt, but it brought me to a realization point, where i realized, that this life is probably the only one i'm gonna get with anyone.. As much as most of us believe in reincarnation, it's merely the chance you know that you'll remember the things that happened in your past life.. I choose to live it now. I mean, not by taking all the risks and being a pain. But doing what my hearts tells me. Being me? I made mistakes, i admit, but looking at it at different angles, i feel like people i know, just keep their secrets. I do, but not the ones that should be told. You lied.. I know you are.. i wish i knew for sure. I miss you? Maybe, what we had.. those little things. But i made a choice, and i will face the consequences.

What have i done?

Everything i thought was wrong, and everything they thought was wrong. Everything we assumed was wrong, and what i sub-consciously knew was right, and my heart didn't bother looking into it, trying to prove a point. I made a mistake, please forgive me. I really never, wanted to make it feel this way. I confessed thinking you'd feel something somewhere. I was wrong. I really was. Kill me? I'll jump off a cliff if anything gets ruined because of what i did. I'm sorry everyone, i really am. 

A big mistake, it is.