Alone.

Can you imagine yourself, sitting in the computer lab, all alone, during your lunch beak, staring at the screen, feeling hungry, and you can't find one nice soul that would even want to be friends with you? It's exactly whats happening now. Tried. And still trying. I'm in the verge of giving up. And this is where i'm at. Blog. Why can't people be more sociable? I mean, what are you going to lose trying to even return a smile? It's misery. Especially when you know that at one point you were at a better place, and then you move, and made the wrong decision even when there were voices telling you not to. It's pathetic. To know that you were once at the same spot shining and feeling like a magnet, from your personality.. Hope this misery will find it's exit.

When the power takes control, even the word power doesn't have control of itself.

Suddenly you feel the world fail on you. And in actual fact, it wasn't the world, but the one thing that meant the world to you. It was a mistake, i admit. But i know you'll wait for me. I know that we're meant to be. Just because some ritual says we're not going to be the way we planned it, doesn't mean we have to stick to what's written. This thing i'm doing, its for something that means my life. And even if you are a part of it, i just feel like, a mistake with you can be erased, but a mistake with my world, will end my existence. I believe in destiny, and if we were destined to be together, i know we will meet along the corner where two worlds connect. Till then, i just need you to know that, this is temporary. Till you find yourself and i find truth. Je taime.