Sunday, July 31, 2011

Noo..

Stop it! OMG. Can't you tell? :'(
You're hurting mee.. and my lips are glued together. I can't tell you. Try and understand.. pleasee..

Just a little... urgh.

Heyloo. Im going to be here quite often. Heh. Anywho. I had tuition.. and.. err, ehm. :) Yeah. Fun day.. really.. I gotta get the "imscared" thing on. I feel like im not doing anythingg. Eventhough i do.. but still.. owhkay. Sometimes, you gotta give and take.. Make things a little easier to handlee. And sometimes, know who you are, when you're about to say something, or react to something. It's very funny how sometimes, when its really obvious, you dont get it. Then, no one can really help you. If you really think you're all that, then go ahead, be the way you are, cause honestly, you're going to regret, big time. Haih..  Cause you're designed that way. In this world, this year, if you're a nice person, you'll be trashed. Trust me. Being someone who you wanna be isn't wrong, but in situations, improv. I'm not being indirect, if you know who you are, yes. Good that you know. You have to know. Atleast from me, cause i feel like i have the rights to let you know.. I feel like i know people.. and i need to let you know. But the fear that you might judge me, kills. But i know i will have to eventually. I will. :) Love.. I can't stay mad at you.. and when i do, i hurt. I'm sure you knoww. I'd keep you forever if i could. Hope ya're alright.. i realise that when you do stuff for me, you put your life in danger. (gettingshotbythearmyman) Heh. :S Scares me.. I'm making a vow. That i will never, ever, ever let you do that, ever again. :( Seeing you, the way i saw you, really stabbed me. :'( Sorry. I'm waiting for details.. Heartyou.

P.s: It's what you make it, not what you get out of it.
Iloveyouokay.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

ikeepmissingyouu..

Hee. Im back. I dont know where i left my diaryy, so im here. :) Today was such a tiring yet, memorable day. ;) Had back to back tuition from one to nine. Toture.. Whats worse is that i had to wake up at 6.30 AM to go to the temple, at 9. -_- Then there i was, at tuition. But this time, it was better cause i was beside you. :) I really missed you. One week okay. :( Sucked like crap. Anyway.. we were at secret recipe earlier, to cut a cake for deb. :) Happy Birthday Pretty! :) Moving on..  The best part was when i got this little gift thing coming out of your wallet.. i thought it was a necklace, honestly, cause i remember saying that i wanted one with your initials... but no, i never expected you to get it for mee. But you know what was better? ;( He actually got us a pair of ring. One with my name, and the other with his, carved on it. :'( So sweett.. if we didnt have company, i would have just jump to give you a hug.. :( Butyeahh.. :( I love it. I love you. You didnt have to.. but.. :) Haih. You're the best. Its silver too. :') heee.
"Baby you're the best i'll ever have" 
P.s. I love you

Friday, July 29, 2011

Living out our dreams. ♥

Hello. Yes, i keep saying i dont wanna blog, i but end up here anyway.. So well, i was watching this hindi moviee. Its really cool. Its about this couples and they're love life.. as usual, then this is the best part. The best day of their life just turns tragic.. its really sad that he has to see her get knocked down. And he's all emo.. bla bla. Anyway.. the reason why im blogging about this movie is because, his friend, or somethingg.. like that. He's a professor and he creates this time machine thing-a-magic. So it actually bring this guy back to his dead girlfriend. As much as it sounds stupidly impossiblee.. its soo nice if it was real LOL. Life would be sooo easy. :( Hump. And the stupid of mine has to stay over at the hospital tonight, so no calls. Oh well.. hmm.. : /  And, we're having KFC again. Im so sick of it. SICK - OF - IT. :( Ish nyee.. Imissyouidiot. Its been a week. <3 And there's tuition tomorrow. And, im grounded. So i can't go out before or after that. Sucks soo bad. Hmm, so i shall be a good girl. :) Goodnight.

"Talking to the moon"

Monday, July 25, 2011

imy :(

You wont let me make it right..

Friday, July 22, 2011

Here i am, once again..

Hello blogg. :D Well, as you see, im here, once again. Well, after a long time, i've decided to get tumblr, after making one and losing it.. imma make another. :) Well, today, im feeling utterly depressed. I dont know why. Yes, weird. I get that. But yeahh.. Stupid mood swings, suckar. I cant really express how i feel, but this is the only place i can TRY to.
I want you to understand.