Waiting outside the line...

You’ll never enjoy your life,

Living inside the box,

You’re so afraid of taking chances,

How you gonna reach the top?

<3 Loves.

In the mids of Chemisty. (:

SCHOOL.

So not ready. :(

Then this thing turned so evil.

Talking about feelings.. I read this book. Life as Pi. I think thats the name lol. It's such a nice book. Its about fighting to get something that you want. Something..your dream. Being able to reach to the top. Yeah, inspired  me. (: Draww. I needa blog some pictures of me drawings. Hey, i hope you're not mad at me. Well, for you know, being rude to you. :/ Dont ignore me kay? Feelingss. Well, honestly, i dont know how to feel. Feeling bad? Sorry? Pity? Honestly, i miss you. But you will never understand that. :( So yeah, i should stop all this Feelings crap, and move on to wating to become who i wanna be. >:) Heh-he. I wont tell youh. I dont know what im writing. So yeah. Blurr. It's 12.40 LOL. Like seriously. I feel like im being forced to blog. D: Bad. I wanna go on stage, scream.. wait, sing my lungs out. I really want to. Show'em what i've got lol. Screams.. HAHA. Okay. I should go. --

Im not gone, yet. (:

But I can't fight these butterflies.

All about me me me me me..

Heeeeeee.
So in ze mood. Well, just got home from ISKL's awesome play. These people are really really talented! :O Like seriously. Oh, i have to blog about this. SEWO. Like WOW. This was so unexpected. I mean, to me ofcourse. I entered the gallery, *jaw drops* Oo Such a big croud. Then, it reminded me of BandConcert. Stress. HAHA, keeding. --  : / *click* Moving on. Yeah you, think your english so good ah? Well yeah, it is. But still? People ask to help you can't help then can complain somemore. == Bully. Just walk away okayy. :) Suddenly i've got some regrets. Of not being able to join certain things that now i realise which i'm good at. Too late? Maybe not. 7 more months. I'm really going to miss school. I'd really like to stop time for awhile.. Just for a bit, to clarify things.. make some changes.. Anyone with a time machine? x) Haha. I got my TOUCH back. I can draw, like how i used to. So happy, can't explain how i feel. Drama. I want in, but theres this little person in me saying, NO NO NO. YOU'RE AFRAID OF CROWDS. D: Whyy. So annoying la you person. How i wish you were a book. Haha.

I have got to make some changes.

Loves.

Like..

SIGH

What happened to Miracles?

I guess it's just fairytale. I mean, why you try so hard and everything just falls apart, you keep wishing so hard that you never had done it on the first place. But then again, you'll realize that it actually happened for a reason. Am i that heartless? Haha, for trying not to break peoples heart, i truly am the most heartless person, i know. Then again, this is not a life if there's not falling and breaking. But i wanted to play it safe. Sorry to the rest of the world that some people think that if you dont have an enemy, you are a person with no character at all.. but when you're a bitch hating on everything, you've got a character. A character that everyone will look up to. That's when i come by and say, "hey, congrats! Someday i'll be you thanks to what you've done to me." Gosh, i'm darn right serious when i say that im so sick and tired of all this shit. OMG, so freaking annoyed. And you, you really think im that blind? You stand infront of my bloody face and talk about something that you don't want me to know. Think a little please? You can do addmaths, why not this? Omg, i can't believe this. I'm actually listening to your bull shit. Sigh. And you, can you please pray for yourself and not bless people? You really need some blessing. You and your confused world. So yeah, god bless YOU! You will need it more then me. You may be smarter and whatsoever you think you are, i will meet you in future. Then maybe you can laugh at what you are now, then. And, im good now. God bless you who created blog. Lol. *bows* I'm going to school tomorrow. SATURDAY. Yeah. More Blah-jar, less Merepek. .-.
             "And who do you think you are
             Running 'round leaving scars.. "

 

P.s: I never missed a day i spent with that girl, only regret the 3 months i spent with a manipulative soul. 

Loves. 

Poke.

You are such a confused soul, you know that?
I can't help you, cause it's your lost. SO go figure.

HEDGHOG.

Meet Baby Sonic the Hedgehog. =D
We just got it today. The fella is soo adorable. And pricky at the same time. :S Haha. Gotta learn how to take care of this baby. Eeee. It's sleeping in my room. Hope Forest doesn't mind. I love you more Forest. Don't merajuk. <3

Oh so sleepy. Bye bloggers. :)

Loves.

Of chocolates and candies.. (=

Well, first of all, thank you Chiyan for the awesome blog skills. It's SWEET. I love it. Hee. x) And back to the situation. It's valentines dayy. Well, i've a date.. *eyebrows* I wont tell you who. Ehehe. I'm going on a date now. Im waiting for my mum to finish making her self look pretty..to send me there. Aiyoo. So, well, seemingly everyone is gone out. My sisters gone to stuff her tummy with food with her boyfriend. And, later she is going to hit a club. I wanna do that too. But boohoo. underage. Ish. Well who cares when you have an awesome date to make your day awesomer? xD No one. Now, im still waiting for the mother. I can't wait. School was so good today. Especially today. (: I got myself a cupycake. And then clare gave me one. Haha. I spent the morning of valentines with my awesome buddies. You guys rock. xD From the bibir jokes to ferrero rocher. It was sweet! =) Then later went for lunch over at kopi oh with another awesome. shytong. Eeek. It was fun.. tho we spent time just staring at eachother half the time.. it was a good moment LOL. x) Then home sweet home. My loving valentine Forest. (: True love. Love you baby dog. Then now.. im still waiting.. OMG, i'm going to get killed. Gotta go nag the mother now. Okays, byeee. Have fun ya'll.
Spread the LOVE. <3

Maybe It's Just My Imagination...

Of Laughter and boredom.

TEEHEE
Today was a Good Day. =) Random, but a day i wont forget. Went out with a friend..Had so much fun. Haha, i can play pool. Like who knew? x) I hate you white ball. Magic. Like dude.. you are soo COOL. Imma learn those tricks. =) heh.
FUNNNYY!

• It was soo random. I got this Furry pillow. I was soo moody, dont know why, but suddenly and i demanded for the pillow and i GOT IT. Like really really got it. Eeek, its so friggin' furryy! :O Imma sleep with it. x) Hee. Pillowpillowpillow! =)
• Got home, sat right infront of the tv. So yeah, Forest brought the toydoll that she usually plays with. And yeah, i took it. I flinged it soo hard that i forgot my phone was in my hands and the phone flew with it. Here comes the bad luck, the stupid phone had to hit my dad's head. OMG, i was like, SHOCKED. like hello. that fat hell of a phone just hit his head like a boomerang. It sounded like someone threw a rock at some wall.GOSH that was soo scarry, yet FREAKING FUNNY! *sorry paa* HAHA. SORRY! i didnt mean it. :(.. xD
• OMG la.. then we went to have dinner. Okay, so this chinese restaurant la. ( like always ) it was so packed. Even on a public holiday.. :D FUN FUN FUN!
• Back HOME. DIE.
• IM NOT SLEEPY!

Woahhh, like a freaking karangan. PHAIL. :D heeeeee. Byee bloggy. Too sleepy.. I've got a big day tomorrow. :) See yah, Loves.
P.s: I don't wanna feel this way.. don't get me wrong.

The Memories..

I like you, then i hate you. <3

Haha, Psycho. I really am. I don't know why but it's you. YOU. Ish. Eh, sister, i dont like him okay. I just..well.. I dont know. :)Andd, I DONT LIKE HIM, and that's that. He's just nice.. sweet..And a jerk at times. ahha.. i should stop. :D
   Well, i've got my hols planned well, i should say. I can't wait to come there! I miss TJ. Eeek. Will be there. I've got tons of stories to tell. We're so GOING shopping, to the movies.. and MORE. Hehe. Mummy is leaving to India. :O Hehe, more freedom. Love love. Oh gosh, im so darn sleepy.. I really wanna make a change. For alot of things. You, Her, Him.. us. Everything. I hope i get the chance to. Might.
   Hey, you! I'm glad you answered. I mean, i was so worried. Thank you. But there's still one more thing that im quite confused about. Well, i will talk to you soon. But yeah, i hope its not what i'm thinking it is. I know you wont do that. (: I trust you. <3
   Andd.. MAEYIN. HAHA. You owe me somthing. HEHE. Yeah you. (: i wanna know what it is you wanna tell me okay! AND, that something you wanna buy for me. You dont LIE ah. I beat you. :P Haha. Keeding. I want ang pau.
   To all the Cina People i know. I love you all! :D Happy Chinese New Year! <3

P.s:It's not new, but i miss you. The feeling is such a bitch. :( Haihh.