Rise up.
Confidence? Yes, well, you don't know me that well then. I fought, till the end, cause helping the world starts from the smallest thing you see in your daily life. I'm sorry i didn't stand by you, you took me for granted love. I was there, without fail when you needed me. Day and night, just for you, but you just took me, and stomped so hard on the pieces that i tried holding on to. I did, i still fought. Cause i knew that my life was worth it because you got me out of my shell, you did.. but, you are the only one who is bringing me back into the shell.. i learnt and now i won't let myself there again, ever. Cause it will mean no effort to what you taught me. I love you, and you know that. But the pain i have to handle every time i feel this insecurity kills me and drags me down to a million miles and i keep needing to find the strength to get back up. I'll be here, always if you need me, but not as what i used to be. I'm sorry i can't be. I just know that if i'm there, we will end up being strangers which will sting even more than it feels now, cause you and i are like, more than what we are. Laughs, memories, pain, tears.. you were there. But, i guess i'm just giving it up.
I can't take the pain anymore. I'm sorry. But i promise i will be there, always.
P.s: I always did, more then you can imagine.
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