The pain chocks.

Being invisible would be the best feeling right now. I'm broken. Torn apart. And of all the times to have felt this, it's on my birthday month? I'm sorry.. I shouldn't complain too much, but this is the only place I'm left with to pour the miseries out. You ruined me, and now you're happy? It's chocking me, to see you like this. To know that I was once so madly in love with you, but all I am now, is a used item. I'm sure you'll love no one like her, remember the dialogue. And yes, I'm being unfair. Know why? Cause it's you! You ruined it all for me, and now you're happy? Sure.

Sometimes I wish I was mentally stronger. 

P.s.: Mr. All smiles, I wish I had you.. The pain wouldn't hurt much.