I won't forget you.

“Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.” 

  Crazy blogger on board. Speechless? People come, and go. And some make the effort to stay, and you did. I really do appreciate that. After all that you've gone through, be it real or not, you still went through so much to have even said it, the way you did.. I know you're hurt, and that was something i never wanted. But words fail me, when i really want to say the right things. You and i, are two different world, for now. And when i said it wont work out, i had a reason. We've spoken so many things, in this little time we shared. And i'm glad you said all the things you wanted to. I truly know the feeling of being on the other end, and i will never make you feel the way i did. I tend to make best friends through situations like this.. like they say, "you avoid the ones who love you, and love the ones who avoid you." I am guessing i'm that person now. Don't hurt, please. I am trying all i can to please you, if not for me, its you. I know I've said things i wish i could take back now, but that doesn't change the way i feel for you, ever. Thanks for listening to me, the way i do to you.. people keep asking me if you and i have something for each other. That's not how it is. I like the way you think, and i'm sure you'll somehow somewhere find the one that will be the girl you described to me. You  deserve better, better than me. I don't mean to lead you on when we hang. Remember how you said you're always alone and you never had anyone to talk to, that's why. You're a really good friend, more like family. And i will treasure you forever, i promise. 

P.s.: I never intentionally wanted to give you the wrong idea. I know the pain, and over my dead body i would make someone feel the way i did.