I wish..

I would drop on the floor and beg for you not to go. But you left me so tied up. It's unfair. With you, it always is.. I didn't ask for anything other than truth. After all those moments that we've been through, it sucks to know that you'd just walk away from me with no emotions. Yes, i know that i shouldn't be saying this cause i called it off the first time, but you should know very well why. Not out of hatred, but because i wanted you to know that you might lose me if you went on with all the crap you did. But now, you just walked away. Is this revenge? Does it make you feel any better? Tell me. Cause i deserve to know this, at least. You don't know how much you put me through and now, you're just back to your normal life. Don't tell me that you are sobbing away all night, cause i know that is not you. You'd stay sad when you think of me, then its you all over again. Even after all the thing, i still had the courtesy to ask you if you were alright, and all i got was silence. I swear, it's unfair. Nothing will be okay, and it's not easy to say. The pain will never fade, cause you let it go.

When all that you've tried, leaves nothing but holes inside.