This is it. It's just that.

I promised i wont be the one. I promised we'll work things out. I promised.. I'm sorry. It hurts, and it stings. But i know that you are the only one that i can feel this way for, ever. I've become so numb. Through your lies, and words. Through their commands, and rules. I've become this walking corpse. I promise this is the last. I don't need any of this. I'm sorry for the pain i caused. I'm sorry i lead you on. But if you believe it being meant to be, then you're on my side. I'll come for that day. I promise you this.

All the right words.