Hearing those words, it makes me weak.

What is your purpose? 

At some point in life, things will change. What is eternity? What does forever mean?

We are one of those few who used to believe in fairy tales and now we barely believe in dreams. It's a mind blowing change. You probably wont believe it happened to you. But sometimes in life, you just wish you had that one chance to change it all, and make it better. Not having to sit there, and wonder why it went the way it did. Knowing yourself is hard, now think about knowing someone. Married couples, best friends of years, siblings, do they really know each other? Or do we just pretend that we know each other well so we can cut the chase and come to where they believe that we're inseparable? Does forever really exist? Cause we all believed in it once, are we fools? Maybe we're the believers. 

Times when you just want to let the phone ring so you wont have to put up another "i'm strong" act to convince someone that you're perfectly alright. But then again, the fear that, that call might have been something important and you just put your guard down, take the call, and feel worse cause your pain was barely noticeable. Then you think about making it stand out. Cut your hand, let it bleed. They all come running. But your heart has been bleeding, day and night, but no one notices or even cares. They like what they see on the outside. Beauty, for an instance. Has anyone ever loved someone just for what they are made of, really who?

I just want to be alone tonight, i just want to take a little breather. Cause lately all we do is fight, and every time it cuts me deeper. Cause something's changed you've been acting so strange and its taking a toll on me.. -Hinder

P.s: This isn't a sad post.