Maybe my future, i'll have stories to tell..

♥ My heart is so jet lag ♥

There's nothing i can do.. :(

It's HIS DREAM. Let him have it, gosh! :(

We're gonna fight!

:)

                              

Haha, i tried, and i think its making things better.. I can't please everyone. I mean, i go by my own rules too you know. I think listening to myself is safer now. Hmm, yes, I'm back lol. :) I'm just going crazy, blogging makes me feel good. :) Heh. Forever. Does it really exist? I really do wanna know.. I believe in so many things that are unusual, but this.. its different ya' know? : / Bleh. So whatever.

Distance isn't keeping us apart.. i think its something else. I'm scared, no doubt..

Ily.

Kan mungkin bila nanti, kita 'kan bertemu lagi..

Whyy?

Why am i afraid? :(
I dont know how not to! eeeeeeee. :( why are you such an ass? Sometimes i really wonder if you know who i am to you? like hello? That sometimes, i feel like junk. Literally like junk. -_- Stop thinking beyond the 6 walls around you. Get out if it. Like, really, get out. Stop being an ass!! For crying out loud. :'( so annoyed.. i need a wall that wont hurt me everytime i hit it. Grrr. Haih. So yeah.. had a good time watching some weird dance.. performance and all. Now im home, dreanched in sweat. Bleeh. Gonna go shower and sleep. And tomorrow.. haih. I've got a long day ahead.

P.s: Sometimes it means you're strong enough to just let go..

imissyousomuch.

Sucks to be you right now. :/

Its funny how you dont care.. i think you dont. If you think that just because im the insecure type, you have all the rights to take advantage of it, bull the shit. GO and DIE. And you, if my intentions were to steal __ away, i would have done that long ago, but wake up __, it happened, and just deal with the fact. Nothing is going to change and you trying to change this will not just ruin the life of the one you love, but also this big hu-ha you're worried about. So wake the HELL up. :) I still do respect you. :) loves.

P.s: i wish somehow, you'll show me that you really do care about this. ily.

Noo..

Stop it! OMG. Can't you tell? :'(
You're hurting mee.. and my lips are glued together. I can't tell you. Try and understand.. pleasee..

Just a little... urgh.

Heyloo. Im going to be here quite often. Heh. Anywho. I had tuition.. and.. err, ehm. :) Yeah. Fun day.. really.. I gotta get the "imscared" thing on. I feel like im not doing anythingg. Eventhough i do.. but still.. owhkay. Sometimes, you gotta give and take.. Make things a little easier to handlee. And sometimes, know who you are, when you're about to say something, or react to something. It's very funny how sometimes, when its really obvious, you dont get it. Then, no one can really help you. If you really think you're all that, then go ahead, be the way you are, cause honestly, you're going to regret, big time. Haih..  Cause you're designed that way. In this world, this year, if you're a nice person, you'll be trashed. Trust me. Being someone who you wanna be isn't wrong, but in situations, improv. I'm not being indirect, if you know who you are, yes. Good that you know. You have to know. Atleast from me, cause i feel like i have the rights to let you know.. I feel like i know people.. and i need to let you know. But the fear that you might judge me, kills. But i know i will have to eventually. I will. :) Love.. I can't stay mad at you.. and when i do, i hurt. I'm sure you knoww. I'd keep you forever if i could. Hope ya're alright.. i realise that when you do stuff for me, you put your life in danger. (gettingshotbythearmyman) Heh. :S Scares me.. I'm making a vow. That i will never, ever, ever let you do that, ever again. :( Seeing you, the way i saw you, really stabbed me. :'( Sorry. I'm waiting for details.. Heartyou.

P.s: It's what you make it, not what you get out of it.
Iloveyouokay.