Too much.

Why oh why?

Studying for finals. Yeah, it feels like i'm sitting for a worthless paper. ==

So sleepy. For the first time in history, i FELL ASLEEP during exam.

This Blog is Going to be DEAD for awhile now. Bye.

Bloop! Bleep! Robot brain.

One Word: Exam --

After the "awesome" performance, we had a super long talk with them teachers. It was fun. :) Then, i went back to class to bore myself to death. And yes, i did. Unknowingly, my brain was looking forward for the Accounts paper, which totally made history. Phail. And, i'm still smiling, see? :D Back home, more restless days. I hate Saturday's and Sundays. Yeah, i can't believe i said that. But it IS! Okay, friday was the best. Darshee's surprise! You got punked. I'm so gald we pulled it off. I mean, i took us forever to plan..i think. :) Oh well, who cares. It was the best. Then off to Ikea on sat. :) Maybe this Saturday wasn't so bad afterall. Perhaps more "getting out" of the house will do it all. :D Yes, missB and missT, and thePresidant. We had the best time. Fun Fun Fun. We checked out the most random things this time. =) And more good stuff for the Bandy. $_$ Hehe. 

Back Home. Boredom! I can't seem to get this "nothing to do" days. WHY!? Sunday mornings are just plain ADD maths. I slept for 2 whole hours. I'm an animal. :)

Suddenly everything is full speed ahead. I mean, i feel like i just stepped into secondary. I can remember orientation like it was yeaterday. Now, i'm sitting for my 4th finals. Urgh.

For some reason, i can't seem to adapt this speed. I'm usually the one complaining that time is just too slow. But who knew. Well, i'm still wondering if anyone actually reads mablog. :O

I miss YOU! I miss talking to you, but i can't stop thinking about Youu. Ish. :)

Tomorrow, BM. :( Sighs..

P.s: imadeamistakeilostyou. :O

Laughs out loud. (:

Pray.

It'll be alright. I'm sure of it. :)

Fighting with the shadows in your head.

Laughs out loud. (:

MEMORIES.

I won't say it was the worst day. I've had worst. (:
Endless words about you. I can't stand it. I mean, the more i wanna forget, the more everything reminds me of you.. I miss you. This year seems like the worst year for most of us. It's like we're stepping into a whole new world.  = ( But for reasons, it's somewhat like a wake up call. Knocking our head, reminding us about life. Then comes time. Something i'm hoping i can stop someday. Waking up early is SO NOT my thing. But i'm forced to, so what the heck. Then, accounts. All my hardwork. It's like it was no use at all. - - Why did i even bother. Whats another pain, FRIDAY. ACCOUNTS EXAM. BULL! Waiting for the public bus is horror. I mean, imagine you, under the HOT sun, in school cloths, with a whole bag filled with books, no water. Hopeless. So as i said, it wasn't that much of a bad day. It was on the line. *shruggs*
I'm going to draw. Buh-bye!

 "Life may not be the party we hoped form but while we're at it, we should dance."

Loves. (:

I miss you.

Mr. YOU.  It's like what they say, it's not easy to forget something that conquered your mind for months just like that. I know the real meaning of that. It just comes by to remind you- you're still in that deep shit. :( But why?? I mean, is it wrong to move on when you know it's just not possible? I mean, we never always get the right roads to our destination.. and, we don't just get lost knowing we're lost. We find a way out, but why not this time? :(
Ohh, this is for you.
" YOU WONT DIE". Lol. x)
Loveesss. Peace. :D
Prevv. <3

When i need you the most.

Warning This is an Emo post.
Yes, where are you when i need you the most? I don't know how to put this, but it seems like, when there is a chance, it comes along with this tag saying, "don't hope too much".. Sucks like shit. So yea, i hope you know how it feels. I really wanted you to realise, but i didnt happen when i wanted it to. So i guess this is a change. Things i wanna say, i can't say. Things i want you to realise, wont happen. Things i want people to get, wont happen. Aiyoo, why is this life soo hard? Tell me? It's hard to like, love, and LIVE? Like DUDE? Haha, now its time for prev to shut up about life. So, this is what i get for being friendly? I can't ignore anyone... so HOW?? Aiyoo! Maybe emo-ing isn't that bad after all. I mean, why not? It makes me feel better. Heeeeeeee. God, this headache is killing me softly..

P.s: I miss you..

I've learn to give it up. <3

Damaged Brain.

Only if i could forget everything and just fall asleep. Only if. But that's where life comes.
With a long-shit-ass list. : D Just face it prev.

And so it may..
Loves. <3



Boo!

This one particular song is killing me! Haha, yes, that’s it. :P
Everything seems to be revolving around school these days. Tuition, school, homework, revision.. Boring.. Tomorrow, technically, today since it’s past 12. So yeah, back to the point, I’m hoping it’ll be an awesome day ahead. I’ve had too many boring days to bare with, so this shall be ‘IT’. We’ll make fun out of Sivik xD. Talking about fun times, dinner with The Family was fun. More like supper, cause we ate out at 11.30 p.m.. -- Malaysian’s. Haihh.. haha, so yes, FUN it was. Crapping the whole way through.. talking about getting drunk. Ohh, yeah, my dad’s history.. FUNNY. Memories.. = ONLY Back to me. HAHA. SO yes, bored!! I gotta get my lessons back on track. Dvesti, my violin.. The poor fella’s untouched.  I need practice!! It’s killing me! Haihh, guilt. This page is filled with guilt. X) My edi work is done, but this AWESOME LAPPY OF MINE, decided to pms and corrupt every file I possibly send! WHYY OH WHYY!! – sighs.. So okay! Be that way! :P Okay, I’m out of words. Ohh, and you. GO DIE! :D I expected what you did. So, don’t worry, I realized. (I bet you don’t get a thing I’m saying) That’s the power of being ME! :D HEHE. Love ya! Honestly, I think I do. Soo eyerrr. Haha.


Imy.
Get over it! :D

loves.



Hard. Heart.

Okay, this is weird. Feels like i'm writing on a strangers page. I've got loads to do, but things are distracting me. : ( I really don't need this, cause again, this aint going to happen. Life is no fairytale. Been there, done that. So move on prev. Okay. The stress for spm, is freaking me out. It's not till next year, but gosh i'm scared to death! Back to life. This is, apparently, the only topic on my mind. I've really no time for drama. I mean, this year seemed liked a whole 360degree change. Which i really need. I mean, certain things i really needed to realise about life. Thank God. I really hope things are better next year. I can't handle another world war 3 in my life. Stress.
On the other hand, you. I don't know if it's for real, but it kills me. :( Its like, i want to talk to you, but i'm afraid of giving you the wrong impression of me. At the same time, i can't stand not thinking about you. But i stop my self from it. I had to let it go. I mean, what is the use of trying when it's just not meant to happen. You wouldnt care, trust me. So yeah, im dropping it. fuck it really  I know i can't, atleast, i'll try. Pain, toture, misery. HAHA. Poetic much. Sleeepppyyyy. nighty
LOSeR.

"We're like venus and mars, two different stars.."

idontwannachangeathing

Loves.

:)