I know. Don't bother..

I know...I'm invisible
Because, for you, I am more a person
Yes, I´m not different from the others.
I'm just proud and ambitious
but that is what makes me fight
and sometimes, I win.
I know how you are and know how it works.
I know you THINK you know me very well,
but you don't.
See, it's not 'all of them',
It's ME.

~Love~

Should i believe this? I mean, why all of a sudden? It's not fair. I don't want 'it' all over again..I don't think its right. For you and I. For once, my heart, was far, far away from this. I loved life. It was like a dream that came in and out every time i fell asleep. Why? Did i really sign up to get my heart crushed..WTF, right? You, can never...will never know. It kills me without telling. :/ It isn't fair, is it? Well, i guess that's, that.

* I was just a piece of blank paper, flying freely with the breeze. You filled me with words, permanently. Words i couldn't understand..

P.s: Ignore the spelling errors, ect. I'm half asleep. --

Happy, happy...

A great day, i should say. Everything went the way i wanted it to. It felt like my mind was free form all the voices i'd used to hear. No feeling of worry in my heart, cause all i could think of was how proud i was for feeling the way i felt. Things passed, i couldn't be bothered. I wondered why, but, i'd decided not to answer myself. Happy things are somehow coming this way.


I acctually went through my Chemistry and Biology. WOW! xD


Life is Filled with ( fill in the blank )
I answered: HOMEWORK!! :D


* I wanna learn how to play, The river flows in you, by Yiruma. I Love the piece.
and i will! xD
EXAMS!!!

Family.Friends.Music.Love
P.s: I miss you Bitch! :(

The word is,

School!
homework, homework and more homework!

:P Its not you laa...

Its just a stupid FUCKED up day!!!

I'm blamed again. Left ignored.
You're not the only person that's in alot of SHit! please.

Why me... seriously. WHY!
When its someone else who's in my situation, i bet they wouldn't be treated this way.
It hurts so bad, do you know?
You will never know how i feel. Im always shutting my freaking mouth up listening to YOU!
Why cant you understand. What have i done wrong to you?
Quit telling me what to do! I don't like being treated this way. CHANGE! PLEASE!!



P.s: if you think its you i'm talking about, DON'T. Cause its not! And, you the person i'm talking about.. don't know where the hell you are. Byee!!! :x

It speaks to me...

it is how life was before, after...

And hopefully soon.

A wish, perhaps?

why am i wishing?

i guess its because i want to. or maybe, i just can't stand it. i know its not me. but i'm sure it was the blanks that were left empty. not for a reason, but with a reason. unspoken. i was told. its not the real me. atleast, that's what i think. hopefully.

P.s: don't try to understand what i'm saying, you'll never get it. trust me, you won't.

Technology!!!

gosh....
What more do you want, YOU unAPPRECIATIVE thing!!! Arghh!
Idon't like you.

wait,
sorry... i need you acctually. =='

P.s : Its not you i'm talking about..it'll never be. Y

My Dream.

i'll own you one day. :(

Whatever la!

Seriously, if you think you can bang me right on my face just like that, i can do the same, three times worst than what you could even imagine! But, that's just the difference between you and i. I know how to treat people, but you, definitely don't. :D Good luck in future darling!

From all the ways i've tried to move forward,
The 5 little words you said, favoured,
In just a glimpse i lost EVERYTHING,
I should have known, it meant nothing..

really...

-KP-


Sorry, i meant to...