Too much.

Why oh why?

Studying for finals. Yeah, it feels like i'm sitting for a worthless paper. ==

So sleepy. For the first time in history, i FELL ASLEEP during exam.

This Blog is Going to be DEAD for awhile now. Bye.

Bloop! Bleep! Robot brain.

One Word: Exam --

After the "awesome" performance, we had a super long talk with them teachers. It was fun. :) Then, i went back to class to bore myself to death. And yes, i did. Unknowingly, my brain was looking forward for the Accounts paper, which totally made history. Phail. And, i'm still smiling, see? :D Back home, more restless days. I hate Saturday's and Sundays. Yeah, i can't believe i said that. But it IS! Okay, friday was the best. Darshee's surprise! You got punked. I'm so gald we pulled it off. I mean, i took us forever to plan..i think. :) Oh well, who cares. It was the best. Then off to Ikea on sat. :) Maybe this Saturday wasn't so bad afterall. Perhaps more "getting out" of the house will do it all. :D Yes, missB and missT, and thePresidant. We had the best time. Fun Fun Fun. We checked out the most random things this time. =) And more good stuff for the Bandy. $_$ Hehe. 

Back Home. Boredom! I can't seem to get this "nothing to do" days. WHY!? Sunday mornings are just plain ADD maths. I slept for 2 whole hours. I'm an animal. :)

Suddenly everything is full speed ahead. I mean, i feel like i just stepped into secondary. I can remember orientation like it was yeaterday. Now, i'm sitting for my 4th finals. Urgh.

For some reason, i can't seem to adapt this speed. I'm usually the one complaining that time is just too slow. But who knew. Well, i'm still wondering if anyone actually reads mablog. :O

I miss YOU! I miss talking to you, but i can't stop thinking about Youu. Ish. :)

Tomorrow, BM. :( Sighs..

P.s: imadeamistakeilostyou. :O

Laughs out loud. (:

Pray.

It'll be alright. I'm sure of it. :)

Fighting with the shadows in your head.

Laughs out loud. (:

MEMORIES.

I won't say it was the worst day. I've had worst. (:
Endless words about you. I can't stand it. I mean, the more i wanna forget, the more everything reminds me of you.. I miss you. This year seems like the worst year for most of us. It's like we're stepping into a whole new world.  = ( But for reasons, it's somewhat like a wake up call. Knocking our head, reminding us about life. Then comes time. Something i'm hoping i can stop someday. Waking up early is SO NOT my thing. But i'm forced to, so what the heck. Then, accounts. All my hardwork. It's like it was no use at all. - - Why did i even bother. Whats another pain, FRIDAY. ACCOUNTS EXAM. BULL! Waiting for the public bus is horror. I mean, imagine you, under the HOT sun, in school cloths, with a whole bag filled with books, no water. Hopeless. So as i said, it wasn't that much of a bad day. It was on the line. *shruggs*
I'm going to draw. Buh-bye!

 "Life may not be the party we hoped form but while we're at it, we should dance."

Loves. (:

I miss you.

Mr. YOU.  It's like what they say, it's not easy to forget something that conquered your mind for months just like that. I know the real meaning of that. It just comes by to remind you- you're still in that deep shit. :( But why?? I mean, is it wrong to move on when you know it's just not possible? I mean, we never always get the right roads to our destination.. and, we don't just get lost knowing we're lost. We find a way out, but why not this time? :(
Ohh, this is for you.
" YOU WONT DIE". Lol. x)
Loveesss. Peace. :D
Prevv. <3

When i need you the most.

Warning This is an Emo post.
Yes, where are you when i need you the most? I don't know how to put this, but it seems like, when there is a chance, it comes along with this tag saying, "don't hope too much".. Sucks like shit. So yea, i hope you know how it feels. I really wanted you to realise, but i didnt happen when i wanted it to. So i guess this is a change. Things i wanna say, i can't say. Things i want you to realise, wont happen. Things i want people to get, wont happen. Aiyoo, why is this life soo hard? Tell me? It's hard to like, love, and LIVE? Like DUDE? Haha, now its time for prev to shut up about life. So, this is what i get for being friendly? I can't ignore anyone... so HOW?? Aiyoo! Maybe emo-ing isn't that bad after all. I mean, why not? It makes me feel better. Heeeeeeee. God, this headache is killing me softly..

P.s: I miss you..

I've learn to give it up. <3

Damaged Brain.

Only if i could forget everything and just fall asleep. Only if. But that's where life comes.
With a long-shit-ass list. : D Just face it prev.

And so it may..
Loves. <3



Boo!

This one particular song is killing me! Haha, yes, that’s it. :P
Everything seems to be revolving around school these days. Tuition, school, homework, revision.. Boring.. Tomorrow, technically, today since it’s past 12. So yeah, back to the point, I’m hoping it’ll be an awesome day ahead. I’ve had too many boring days to bare with, so this shall be ‘IT’. We’ll make fun out of Sivik xD. Talking about fun times, dinner with The Family was fun. More like supper, cause we ate out at 11.30 p.m.. -- Malaysian’s. Haihh.. haha, so yes, FUN it was. Crapping the whole way through.. talking about getting drunk. Ohh, yeah, my dad’s history.. FUNNY. Memories.. = ONLY Back to me. HAHA. SO yes, bored!! I gotta get my lessons back on track. Dvesti, my violin.. The poor fella’s untouched.  I need practice!! It’s killing me! Haihh, guilt. This page is filled with guilt. X) My edi work is done, but this AWESOME LAPPY OF MINE, decided to pms and corrupt every file I possibly send! WHYY OH WHYY!! – sighs.. So okay! Be that way! :P Okay, I’m out of words. Ohh, and you. GO DIE! :D I expected what you did. So, don’t worry, I realized. (I bet you don’t get a thing I’m saying) That’s the power of being ME! :D HEHE. Love ya! Honestly, I think I do. Soo eyerrr. Haha.


Imy.
Get over it! :D

loves.



Hard. Heart.

Okay, this is weird. Feels like i'm writing on a strangers page. I've got loads to do, but things are distracting me. : ( I really don't need this, cause again, this aint going to happen. Life is no fairytale. Been there, done that. So move on prev. Okay. The stress for spm, is freaking me out. It's not till next year, but gosh i'm scared to death! Back to life. This is, apparently, the only topic on my mind. I've really no time for drama. I mean, this year seemed liked a whole 360degree change. Which i really need. I mean, certain things i really needed to realise about life. Thank God. I really hope things are better next year. I can't handle another world war 3 in my life. Stress.
On the other hand, you. I don't know if it's for real, but it kills me. :( Its like, i want to talk to you, but i'm afraid of giving you the wrong impression of me. At the same time, i can't stand not thinking about you. But i stop my self from it. I had to let it go. I mean, what is the use of trying when it's just not meant to happen. You wouldnt care, trust me. So yeah, im dropping it. fuck it really  I know i can't, atleast, i'll try. Pain, toture, misery. HAHA. Poetic much. Sleeepppyyyy. nighty
LOSeR.

"We're like venus and mars, two different stars.."

idontwannachangeathing

Loves.

:)

Am i the only one who knows that this is a

                                                                 Blog?

ISH.

EVIL.
Every Villan Is Lemon.
I don't like the fact you treat her better than me. Ish. Enuff said. Humph. :P
Outings were awesome. Holidays are finally being HOLIDAYs, when school is about to begin. Ish.

Too ANNOYED to blog.
Bye Blog!
: (

SEREMBAN!

Okayy. I landed in Seremban on the 8th of August 2010.
I had BOOM. Yes it was nice.. We camped out on her HUGE balcony, till 3 am. Snacked on Maggie and mushroom soup. :D planned to go for a movie..
Home Sick. I miss it back there. It's been 3 days, and i'm sick. I'm a faliure. :) Leaving tomorrow.
 BACK TO KL.
Pics on it way.. okayy. Off to moviess.
Bye BLOGG.
Ohh, HAPPY HARI RAYA PEOPLE! :D

p.s I miss you

Just make me laugh.

You make me smile. :)
Besides the fact i've got tuition like 4 days a week, 8 days for this whole break, i'm glad it's finally here.
Sectional over at V's was fun, except the fact that the small person wasn't there. It wasn't all practice and no fun. I PLAYED THE ALTO and THE BARI. heh. 8) Okayy, yes, you. I don't really like you. But i have to agree.. you are. You wont beat me. : ) i know of that very well.
 Back to my point. I miss you. Again.I don't want to, but you keep appearing on my homepage! Ish. You can't blame me. I keep trying okay. So you like her, but WHATEVER. xD
So tired my backside hurts. lol. Add maths tomorrow, then Free! Okay, then mod on tuesday.. THEN FREE. till friday. BOOM.
Sucks big time. I can't wait for the second week. More outingss..
I guess that's all now. I'm DARN SLEEPY. Nightyy.
Love.

P.s: Happy B'day SOTT!
P.s.s: Imiss you BUSTER. :'(

A new start perhaps.

I'm back. I can't just leave you hanging here bloggy. :D
Things are looking good. Really. It's like i just went back in time. Good thing. I wanna change. I will. It wasn't that deep, i recovered. I don't think i should wait for something that isn't worth waiting for. You'll have her, i'll have my life. Something i wanna enjoy now, every second. I love it that way. My add maths book, it's alive. Cheers to me. Chemistry, i will deal with you later. Accounts, i think i'm getting it, FINALLY.  Big issue. You're NOT taking over. NO WAY woman. Every word, has something to do with the band. Yes, i'm going crazy. I like it. 2010 just passed me by, but 2011, just has to wait. I've got a plan. A BIG one. And, hey, I know i'm a little criminal minded. Don't mind me, kay? I have to admit, i miss you. Really. Miss having a bin to pour all my nonsense in. Wait for me, i'm on my way.   ~imy~

There's nothing to hide. <3

Can't move back..

I wanna FLY.
This feeling sucks. I really wonder if anyone feels this way. I know, it might sound like i'm overreacting, but hey, you will know how it'll feel when you're letting go of your family members.. : / I think this blog is going to be that and only that. Now it feels like you're living in a house, plain black and white.
I really wonder why i go to school sometimes. I feel guilty. I really do. Next year, no meaning.. I can tell. Concert is going to be big. Good thing. I feel like a fool blogging. I wanna move on from this blog, but i guess that's not going to happen so soon. Emotionless. Suddenly, i have this feeling on wanting to forgive someone. I really can't stand having someone to hate for this long. I don't want an enemy. I don't. Memories. Gahh. I'm ignoring that. Forgive and forget. It was nice that you apologized. It really meant alot. Thanks. Now, i think i might miss having you around. haha. Guys = Numbskull. HAHA. I will wait. Wait till i can. I thought i was finally getting better. I thought. I got over you. OKAY. I will end this blog at the end of this month.. Or maybe the next, i don't know. All i know is that i will.

Picking up the pieces you've left,
             Trying to get it back together.

PArTayh!

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEET!. i know, it's passed your b'day.
Thanks for inviting me, it was really an awesome party.. xD ohh, i love what you wrote on the ice-cream stick for me, It was really sweet! <3
The dress up over at veno's before was pure CRAZY. V, I think imma be addicted to make up now. xD IT was the best make up i ever had on me! :D

After like FOREVER.

Helloo BLOG!
Okay, i had a CRAZY WEEK.

Well, band install was a BOMB. Really. Thanks to all the form 4's and the others as well, we really did it.
It's was such a memorable event. I could really say that it's one that we've never had. From the decorations, to the invitations and of course to the food and the best of all, the slide shows.. EVERYTHING was just great. It was the last of AMB and the new begining of ASB. We ROCK like THAT! xD haha. One thing that we'll surely miss will be our Seniors. For the dedication, love. and the BOND we had. I will really miss you guys. I'm thanking god that you guys are just one year elder to us. It's going to be horribly hard without you guys there. I bet we wont see the whole bunch of percussionist when we turn back to laugh at, and we wont have Sherly flinging her hair on to my file when we're playing, and we won't have Aisyah laughing at stupid things, Lock see blasting our ears off, Josephine poking us, and Kamini's screams and lame jokes. :'( I will personally MISS YOU ALL. <3 I really hope that you guys wont just leave for good. Hope to see ya'll next year helping us out. Not like help help, but being there is more than enough. Hope you all have a great journey through life. I guess this is it. IT's the day that we've all been avoiding. The Last of everything. I hope you don't forget us, I mean you CAN'T, you WONT. We've still got concert. See ya'll then. Till then, Good Luck In SPM and everything else you'll be stepping on. One thing is for sure, you'll have a huge crowd missing ya'll when you guys leave. I <3 YOU ALL!

P.s: Goodbye AMB, hello ASB.

Smiles unknowingly..

Weird, but true. Thoughts of you does make me smile..
You guys, i don't know how to thank you all for helping me. I really thought this would end up no where.
But i think there might be a way. I really, really LOVE you all for doing this. But just to be on the safe side, i'll stay over the fence. I don't want to raise my hopes for something that i'm not even sure of. But i hope it's the best. But i should consider " too. So i will let it be, and watch what happens. From my place, i can't do anything, i know. So i'll wish, wish hard.. I know i'll never regret this choice i've made. <3 Again, ily.

I gaze up at the sky each night
and find the brightest star.
It's always waiting there for me
so close, but yet so far...


P.s : I'm sorry..
               I didn't mean to.

Sometimes..

It feels like there is a way. But other times, i just feel like i'm hoping for somthing beyond imaginable. I will make sure what i set my mind into doing will happen, but this, i can't do a thing.. Smile even when your heart is hurting. That's what i'm doing. =)

I could really use a wish right now..

Why can't you just let it be?

Some people are just mean.
I've no strength to talk back to you. I'll let you decide. Do whatever you want. Cause sometimes, you will only get it when you face it. So, i give up.

I know what you mean, i don't expect you to answer me either.<3

Not so proud of it.

Dear you,
You really thought you could get away with this, didn't you? I mean, look where it has brought you now. I thought we were okay the other day when you said there was nothing more to it. So, yeah.. all the lies you threw at me was just invisible. Seriously, talk about me, talk about how i look..I don't care. But don't you dare pull my family into the crap you do to seek attention. I know i'm not rich, i know i don't live in a two-storey bunglow, (which you don't live in either). I've seen people with three times the money you have, and they're not like that. I'm sorry if the way i was gave you the wrong picture of my status. I really didn't know you could class your friends from the kind if place they come from. But for the place i live in, i know i can play the role of a royal princess from the way i've been brought up. I know i can walk the walk, and talk the talk. I have a happy family that loves me and i know i've not done anything that might hurt their feelings. So, i guess i shouldn't be ashamed of having people over. You should really learn how to respect one's feelings. Do you really think you're all that? I mean, do you really think by you faking about your luxury is going to get you anywhere? Be who you are, i mean, that is why you are made. Everyone is made for a reason and they way you've been treating everyone.. is not what you're made for. CHANGE. Stop backstabbing. It hurts. Stop calling people names.. STOP IT. Can't you think? Don't you have a heart? Why do you keep lying? Why do you even think of me that way? I didn't do anything to you. I wanted to be your friend even after being told about your attitude. I supported you. I expected you to change. But now i know it wasn't worth it at all. It hurts to know that i lost a friend. But at the same time, i think i don't need one that doesn't accept me for who i am. Where i live. How i'm like. So, i guess this is it? You'll have your own friends.. and please, treat them well. I know the pain. Loosing friends, easy. Finding true friends, is harder than you can think. Years.. When i stood there, i was with a family. A family of loving and caring friends. And i love them as much as i love my own family. They're worth that much. Gain friends like them, and backstabbing, bitching, insulting isn't going to get you any.. I hope you change. I'm sorry, i can't imagine having friends like you in my life. I think its the best, for you and i. There was a limit, you crossed it. Do whatever you want, but just don't mess with my friends. You stay where you are, and i'll stay where i am. Goodbye.

P.s: I Love you guys like no other.

Do i?

Being confused sucks.

Writing this, scares me..

 It's not something i know that it'll happen. But something i think that it might.
I hope this doesn't go too far. I'm afraid that i'll hurt you. I'm afraid that i'll get hurt. I'm so sorry, i really don't know what i'm saying. I feel like things are just full-speed ahead. I don't know how to react. I don't know what to react. So, if at all i do,sorry. Like the way you put it, lets just see where things go. This isn't going to change anything. I mean, not going to make it worst, or better. But the one place i would wanna scream things i really need to. Sorry.   And, you, I'm sorry. I did stand on your way. Let me know if i have to step off. I will.

P.s :  But that's alright, because i like the
                                                  way it hurts <3

I guess there's a reason behind it.

I know this crap is bringing you down. The surrounding just isn't the same without the old you. You're the freaking laugh bomb, i swear. You make me feel better when i'm down, but i just don't know how to, for you. I really wish i could say something to make you feel better, but everytime i do so, it comes out the wrong way. You know it to. It even pisses you off sometimes. I don't want that to happen. : / I miss the you i knew two weeks ago. I swear if i could, i would make the thing that's bothering you right now to dissapper in split seconds. But i don't have the power to. I only know of one, and i know of a person who can make this go, just go. I hope. I know you're stronger than this. And i know nothing bad is going to happen. Don't ask how, i just believe, you should do that too. I know the pain is horrible. But, i know you'll handle it eventually. You're awesome like how you'll always say it. You will always be. Your dream, yeah that million kilometer list of yours, it will come true. Everyone one of it. Very important you! Lovess! I've got the earrings you've wanted. I just need to wrap things up. I know you're going to love it. Sorry for the delay. It was LONG. : ) I'm really hoping you see this. : D feel better.

The only way i can do this.
-Prev-

You, yeah you.

Screw You!

I Failed!

Yes. I failed. I didn't clean my room. I'm NOT studying. I've stopped tution for this month. AND, i'm having a HEAD ACHE!  ...*died....
Well, today was a nice day though. I really had a good time. ICOM held a workshop over at my school. It was.. good. I mean, it helped alot. Tiring at the same time. For the record, we hardly moved. : D
Bla bla bla,had lunch. I didn't eat. : ( Ohh, ohh, i almost forgot. Our science project, it was AWESOME! : D
All our hardwork paid off. I'm really proud of you guys. : ') The smoking thing, was a perfect touch. Who cares what people say, we did our best, and we know it. And for that, i'm hoping we'll atleast get 2nd place. :S Is it too much to ask? Win or lose, we ROCK! Heeee, go 4 Sc 5! Back to band. We left 5minutes before school dismissal. It was a little rushy tho'. We had no time to change. Straight to MidV. Met the guys at the cinema. They were really friendly. : D Glad we made friends. ....*eyebrows to Cy...  hehe. Well, all i can say is that, we had fun. Hope to meet ya'll someother time. : )  Rained. = = yet i love you. Got home, had cooled ginger beer. Ehehe. I likey. Sat with shy. Crapped alot. The usuals. Bye bye shy, hello head ache.. Ishh.
Bye Bluess..

You wait. I've got things to solve. It wont take long.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Yes. Literally. I wanna be a new me. I hate the things i've been doing lately. I didn't really open my revision books. I feel, stupid. Yeah, that's the word. Oh, and according to my new tuition time table. This is how life will look like.

Her Life.

Monday : School. ( I've got time to nap!)
Tuesday : School, Literature class, Chem and Bio tuition, Maths tuition.
Wednesday : School, BM tuition.
Thursday : School, Band.
Friday : School, Band, Accounts tuition.
Saturday : Accounts tuition.
Sunday : Add maths tuition.

Kill Me?
And, i need to slott in extra revision. Where?!? Goshh is this toture or what? Well, i'll have to face it, i mean, i asked for it. So, now i shall go clean my freaking-messed-up-rubbish of a room and decide what to do when so i don't end up going crazy. Tomorrow is a new day.-Chicken little.
Wish me luck people. Ohh, ohh... FIFA! Woohoo! GO country that's going to win! xD Heh.

P.s : New begining. I'm hoping that nothing comes in my way. :D

One word explains it all.

I Quit.
I'll let it come to me.

It's like fire, burning..

Haihh, burning.. I don't even know why. I want it for you, and i don't. : / I'm such a bitch for doing that. I know, i'm sorry. But trust me, everything i do, is just the way you want it to be. So i'm hoping it happens the way it should. : ) Byee love.
Miss i'm such a saint, buzz off. I really can't stand listening to you and your crap. It's so Dead. Come on, you're not five to act like this. You really think you're so nice? Well, i thought you were untill i heard this. I don't want to lose you as my friend, but i really hope you lose the rotten attitude of yours. I really think you're a nice person under this person you're being now, change?  I know i'm not perfect, but atleast i know i'm not two-faced. Still, i don't hate you. sighhsss...Byee.
Sighs.. This weird feeling popped up today. I don't know the kind, but i know it isn't right.. Whyy? It's so hard living like this? Sometimes i really wonder what goes on in your mind. I mean, how can you stay so quiet? Goshh! The vibes you give me, it kills. I need an answer. <3 You're different. Byee "person"..
I'm broke! BROKE! This is the saddest part of life everyone has to face. It kills to know that i owe you, SORRY! I know you'll understand, but i feel horrible. I just wish i could work.. sigh.. Now that half is done, it doesn't seem that much. People are going to turn into Ah-longs.. I tell you, they're going to take red pen and scribble my face! : (  Byee Ah-longs. Love you!

You make me smile..  : )

First. Ramly Burger = Satisfaction.
Today was a boring yet tiring day. Report card day. Convo between mummy and I.
" Miee, tomorrow is report card day. You coming ah? "
" Ah? must come meh? No need la, i kan know you well enough dy. "
" Come laa.." " Don't wan laa."  -__- Awesome.
Okay, practically, school was boring. But with all the monkeys in my class, it was okay, i guess.. Singing, drawing, eating, screaming... Fun. Then, V and i went over to AmCorp for lunch. We spoke for like hours..It was nice. Sharing secrets.. Sighs.. it really has been long since we had that talk. :) Had a great screaming session over at V's place. We were soo loud, we couldn't hear V's grandma calling for her at the door. xS
Got a little screwing for that.. Shrugss. Rushed home for tuition. I had only 10 minutes to take my bath, eat, pack and leave the house. I managed to beat time. Reached tuition at 8.05p.m. As i was waiting to get an ear-full from teacher for not completing my homework, teacher reminded me that i acctually handed in my work for this during the other class two days ago. For a second, i acctually wondered whether he was talking about me, but yeah, then my brain finally decided to give in. Yay, Prev! : )  Never've been so proud of myself. Hehe. On the way back home, dad stopped infront of this burger stall. He took out a ten ringgit note and asked me to go get it. :O I was like, you serious? Yes, he was. Had a great dinner. Ramly!! You, don't ask me why? I've got a reason to why i feel the way i do, do you? I thought so. xD Oh, Baby Forest is wrestling with Patrick. I think Patrick needs surgery. FOREST!!!  Well, i guess that's all for today. Good night jelly beans.. Loves.

"You'll be my Hero.."

A journey to a place unknown.

"Rose", the theme from Titanic is so beautiful. I wanna learn it someday... sighs. The song  just makes me wanna stand under the rain and feel the raindrops on my skin. It's so sweet it can make you cry. I'm going to learn it on the violin very soon. : ) Reminds me of the past..and gives me goosebumps.

Bullshit. Sweet.

Like always, school was F.U.N. But yeah, there's always something to ruin my day. And again, its you. Unfair, unfair, unfair. I'll stop here. Before tuition, Esther, Elysia, Shy and i went to AmCorp. So we did everthing we wanted to, but one. : ( I think he got fired. Oh, well. So we had lunch at A&W, the we went to McD's for ice-cream. Hehe. Then, we walked into "xes appeal" and this cinderella shoes caught my eyes. ( i'll blog about that tomorrow ) Yes, had to buy it. And the best part is that you'll get a another pair of any shoes between the price of the one you bought, for RM1. Yeah, ONE. So, i got a pair of "glady" looking flats for me mummy. It looks simple yet attractive. It took me forever to decide which one i wanted. Loved it. I think i'll wear it for LitNight. OmeGee. Pirates of the Caribbean's soundtrack is killing me. It is like it's saying, "dude, quit killing -so and so- part.." : ( I really freak out because i'm afraid of playing the wrong note. But i'm fine when there's no pressure. So CHILLL!  xD I LOVE THE MUSIC. Argghh. It gives me the chills. I wanna play the song in an orchestra. Not the sax, but the violin. ........*faints.....Shoot me for wanting to learn all the insruments. :'( I will one day, cheaa..  xD I need a new profile picture!! Ish. Exam results are suckeyh. Report card day. DOOMED. Hehe. I just watched this video, a dog saying "i love you" on youtube. It's soo CUTE. Gosh i wish i could train my baby Forest to do that. : ) Fellow bloggers, it's time to go to bed. Atleast, it is for me, so good night pretty clouds.

P.s : You're the sweet melody.

                                                                      -kp-

Obsession

I'm starting to like my hair style. More like getting used to it. Suddenly, i have the urge of playing hotel626. Hehe, i think i will. Laura is performing tomorrow. I really want to go watch. Chocolate is too. :D

Weekends are boring with nothing much to do. Wake up, blablabla, go sleep. -- Like seriously, who would want to life like that. Oh, i forgot, i know of one. Well, atleast i know i won't die of boredom tomorrow. I really want you to know, and at the same time i don't. Why? Kill me now. But i know you're worth waiting for. So i will. : )

"And i shall make my own.."

Connection Faliure.

I lost my mood. Effing internet connection deleted my bloody post. No post today. Bitch. --
Night people, imma go watch movie. : p

HelloFellowYellowJello

 Yesterday was such a tiring day. After school, straight to Literature. Then off to Wahana for Chem and Bio tuition. And right after that, to Add Maths tuition. I got back home at like 11.46p.m thanks to my dad. Work. -- Besides the fact that i was dead tired, something really, really weird happened in tuition. My chemistry teacher, she read me, i'll repeate, She READ ME. I mean literally, like a book. She flipped through a few pages of my drawings and she explained the kind of person i was. It was freaky. It was utter shocking. I mean, yeah you can tell the kind of person i am, but she was exact. Like she could tell what i was going through. And, yes, i really appreciate the advice she gave me later. I'm still recovering from the shock. : S

On the bright side, i'm changing. Today was rather a boring day i should say. Shy had IU practice. So i stayed back in school with nothing much to do. Sitting in the canteen. By the way, my school had the most prettiest view. So drawn. Unique? Oh yeah, that reminds me. I'm now a member of the YE club. :D Jing came over, asking for help. After seeing what i did for her, she asked me if i was interested in joining the club, and i said, "why not?". So yeah. I'm in. Hehe.

Unfinished business. School homework is like a never ending road. No matter how much i try, it just keeps going on and on. Why, oh why? So many things. It has been so long since i drew something.  So little time. Kill me, NOW. I'm really tired, but i just had to blog. No more emo me. This is happy me signing off. Night Aliens. I heart you all. <3

P.s: Chi Yan, i Kill You!!  xD

ICGYOOMMCYATOPTICTOEMITILYJITID


<3

A funny way to express thoughts Smile.

Ooooiii!

Yeah, YOU. I CUT MY HAIR!!  xD

Bad news, it so so so Short!!

yeah, compared to my old hair, this is short!!  

But i will have to live with it. : (  I mean, yeah it will grow, but.. you knoww.. :S

Worst, i've got camp this tuesday.. i'm going to look like Simba, from Lion King.Im joining you V......*sobs..
Humph, all thanks to somebody..  : p Done.
I had enough blogging about you. It's true, you don't know a thing to what i mean, you dont know who i'm talking about. Well, sorry to say it, its you. : / So imma stop this. : D And instead, i shall blog about the sweet sweet people on this planet. Not today, i've got other things to blog about today.Karate Kid-LOVE! B) Jaden is so cute! Hehe. Killers, NICE! I wanna watch Gossip Girls new season!!  x( Argghh! So many things, so little time. Homework. Untouched, I think im going to die in the hands of my Bio, Chem, Maths, and Moral teacher. xP But, i will finish it, in like a err, few moe days? Whatever.
Tues = Hmm, nothing planned. Maybe a movie.
Wed-Fri = Camp
Sat-Sun = Sleepover
Monday = School!

A walk through the rain..

An hour ago, we walk over to a chinese restaurant for dinner, more like supper. It was raining so heavily and we WALKED.  :D Surprisingly, it wasn't that bad after all..hehe. I'm in love with the song, "Pyramid". Love love love her voice! xD The song is like stuck in my head. I heard it long time ago but i didn't really like it then. :D Funny. I really think my dreams are telling me something. It seems very cool, but not so much when you have no idea what it's trying to tell you. Tell me?

 

I'm starting to love holidays. It's no longer boring. I've finally got some things to do.

I really can't wait for camp. I think it will be the best part of this break. Well, i've got tuition later. :D

"we built this on a solid rock, it feels just like it's heaven's

 touch, together at the top..." ♥

Mystery. :D

I Think i Hate You.

Smiling Always :)
Yeah, i think i hate you. You're so stupid. And ugly too. Everyone on earth hates you. And you're so un-popular. I mean, who on earth would want to date you? You're the one i've never dreamt of. You're the last person on my list.You're so mean to people, so very un-friendly. You're the most bitter person on earth. I wouldn't want to be your friend. :)
And best of all, you know that i hate you, as much as i hate the rain.

P.s: I love the Rain.  :)

deadd... :(

No internet at the moment. : (
Will update soon....
                                 till then, BYEEEE LOVELY BLOG...  : (

Love.

Can't keep up..

: D
To many things to think about. Like school, exams, life, tuition, and you.
Add maths is killing my brain. I need to atleast pass my next paper. I can't keep failing. Blehh that.   : )
So, now, i'll go meditate to get that loose wires in my head tightened. =D hee

 That's what everyone says, the reason people pick the crap out of me. It's unfair. Really, never till it made me cry. Yeah, felt better after that. Sorry, i think it was my fault for asking on the first place. I don't mean to bitch about you on my blog, but it hurt me real bad. You should know. But, I forgive you .   : )  Byee.

Now, back to me.

Sectional at mini's was fun. Although i really didn't know what the hell they were joking about. I miss old times. I can't wait for band camp, cause now, we've got no Bandcomp..           :( well, its alright.. i bet band camp will be one to remember. Its the last.. :/ School, err, not that fun. I can't put up with "that" thing. : ( i feel bad, but really, give me a break. I've got a life too you know?? You've reached the limit and it won't be the nice me talking the next time. Ok, i need inspiration. I really can't draw A THING!!  : ( emo. help?

Shh... i didn't go school today. I was SICK! thanks to "some people"..haha : D

You dumbass, please stop hurting people. Why can't you go get someone else to pick on? :) Someone with the same sized brain like yours.

" Where you are is where I wanna be."

P.s: No heart feelings, yeah?

Who i wish you were.. : )

School - Friends (nothing to do) = Boredom.

I reached school at like 8.15 and the moment i stepped into the classroom,

i was called out. Teacher says, " Why is your class sooo Noisy!?!? Do you want me to come

and slapp each of you all!?!?"  -- yeah, i made noise when i barely stepped into my classroom. goshh.

So Annoyed!!.......now i'm fine.  : )

"I really think something is wrong somewhere. I want to know. Don't you?

                               Oh, finally. After months, we have sectionals. :) I can't wait to play 'Viva la vida'. Eeek!

Err, this is a lil something i wrote like long, long time ago.. (18 December 2009) Err, pls excuse the MAJOR errors. :D

“As I saw you walk towards me, with your eyes filled with sorrow, I swore I wouldn’t show a sign of sympathy. For everything you’ve done and said, I knew I didn’t feel sorry. But for letting you in, I did.

I felt you even closer this time. I remembered the scent that followed the breeze, it really melted my heart. I couldn’t bear to see you so miserable. All our memories emerged. I could feel the tears collect in my eyes.”

free..

"I've seen your act, and i know all the facts, but i'm still in love with who i wish you were.."

P.s: I'll continue the story in my next post.

P.s.s: I meant what i said. I really wish.. : /

(- -)

Im really, really, really Sleepy. Haven't Slept in ages.. sighs... 
GoodNight.  :)

As long as I'm laughing with you..
P.s: I can't imagine where i'm standing now.

Great day.

Such a great day. Everything seemed so Perfect. Seemed.
I loved maths today. Pn. Mano was laughing, at me. And Chi Yan, the great of course. She didn't complete her Add Maths homework, so she tried everything. Didn't work.

 "Heyy, prev, how to say 'im sorry' in tamil ah?"...*tells her.....
...* "teacher, (says Im sorry in tamil)
Teacher: Utter shock* Huh? Girl..*bursts out laughing... at the same time, forgets Chi Yan hasn't completed her Homework, LOL!! Smart la you..

yeah, another great thing happened. I was stuck in school for FRIGGIN 2 hours!!!
yeah, dad was in gombak. Forgot to tell me. -- haihh..nvm
yeah , got home.. TIDURR....

<3
happyhappyhappyhappy Birthday Claree!!!
haha.. LOVE you crazy person!! <3 Hope ya have a AWESOME day ahead..

How'd i survive when i could barely speak?
P.s: I miss you..haha  :(

Mixed emotions..

Argghhh!
I want to Blogg, i dont want to. But i'll do it anyways..
Warning, this is an Emo post.

I feel, oh, so blue.. Haihh..I can't think straight. I don't know what to feel. Literally. I can't even take my pencil to draw. I mean, everything that comes along is veryveryemo... I had a fun time over at Elysia's. Doing Bio, playing guitar heroes. I fell flat. (I failed)

I can't imagine tomorrow's back to back, Chemistry and Biology. --
HELP ME!!  I can't do this. I feel like a bag of mixed emotions. I can't keep track of my thoughts. I'm suddenly not worried about my homework. All complete..
I feel like i'm forgetting things. As in, not on purpose. I need a brain check up. No joke, i'm serious.
Suddenly i feel like i've lost trust in me. And the people around, too. *Sorry  I can't tolerate my mind. It's really confused..

* Heavy sighs..
Unexplainable feeling, i don't want to feel.. Why did Mr. Feeling pick me? Why pick you, i don't know.. don't ask me. x(
Told you it was emo..

I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside..

P.s: You know, you're unlike any other...

Reminisce..

I really have nothing do. I mean, other than homework of course. Fb, Msn..This.

I love my door, have i told you? Its like my wall of feelings in drawing form. : ) I've scribbled all my sweet, emotional, scary memories on it. And most importantly, names of all my best buds. ALL. I love looking at it. Really. But sometimes, when memories that really hurt, come by, can't do anything. Its not like a piece of paper that you can like squash and fling it somewhere... memories hurt. : /

There's a place within our hearts

Where we keep our favorite memories,
The ones that never fail to make us smile..
And when life becomes too hectic
It's such a special feeling
To close our eyes and reminisce awhile. :)


It takes time. As you said. I want everthing the way it was before. And for that, i'll wait. Somethings are meant to be this way for a reason. I can't tell what, but its just the way things are, right?

"Make the right choice. At this point, your heart is the only answer. Listen to it. You won't regret"

I sound like grandma, but, i can tell she's right. :) Love you granny. Come back home, FASTER!! 

Tonight, i'm going to find a way to make it without you.
P.s: Do what seems right to your heart. Don't  heal one by hurting yours.. <3

-_-

Don't Provoke Me.
Why is everyone doing this to me. I've got tons of paper works to hand in FOR SCHOOL. I'm not wasting my time. I want to do this. Help me, or just leave me alone. You just don't get what i've got to face. I wanna cry my head out. I can't. And again, you forget what you told me, then shout at me. I don't like being shouted at, especially when i'm stressed out. It just gets even worst. Like you don't know how it feels. Sighs.
I miss being young. Nothing much to worry about.

Thanks for being a wall. : )

Love.

It's really, really sweet.. :')

I wonder if you know
that every night before i go to sleep
I pray 2 times
One prayer for me
And the other one for you


I wonder If u know
That I ask God To keep you safe
I ask him,to bless you with happiness
And keep Sorrow From ur way


I wonder if you know
That having you guys is like
having my own collection of stars
Always shinning in my way
For you,I'll fight a thousand wars

I wonder if you know
That when ur sad
I get sad to
Because ur happiness is my own
And I hate to see you down

And I'll continue to wonder
If I do enough,To let you know
How much I care


And I wonder if you know
That u can always count on me
I am right next to you
And i forever will be


I wonder if you know
That you People mean this World to me
And If it wasnt for you,
I wouldn't not be here

I wonder if you know
That I'll risk my life
to safe ur own

I wonder if you know
That ur the best thing that ever happend to me
Trough this bumpy ride
Called L.I.F.E


And I wonder if you know
That I Wrote this From the heart
Because today we are all together
But tomorrow we might fall apart

I Wonder if you know
That i had to let you know
That I mean every single word

Because I Wonder if you know
That Tomorrow,One of us could Leave
Without saying Goodbye
And I'll never Know When I'll see You all again

For that means,I will always Leave you,With Loving words...

For All Me Friends!! All of you!! 

Laugh Out Loud!! xD

Words can't describe this..  Love.

                                                                                                                                                  

   Crappy Moments...

We've been through so much together,
In so little time we've shared..

I will never forget all the moments,

that you've shown, how much you cared..

For You!!  :)

Our bond is extremely special,

It is unique in it's own way..

We have something irreplaceable,

I love you more and more each day...

And for you. :D

Love You Both!!

"My true friends brighten up my days so that the only darkness in my life is their shadow.."

P.s: When are we going out again? xD

Where to go, when its all gone?

I wanna see how far this can go.
Yes Id rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldnt call but Im a little drunk and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Priceless..

2010Sports Day!It was a BLAST! haha. Ok, first of all, hats off to Avatar. 
CLARE!! you guys were awesome. Second place, its Big. Go Clare.
FRANCIS!! YAY!!! 
BAND!!!  LOVE!
Haha, well, its our last year of sports day with all our senoirs. No, with all our Awesome, Fun, Lovable, Darling Besties. LOVE YOU ALL!! yes, we cried. I really can't imagine the band without these Monkeys..  ): Though, i know you guys will be in our lifes for a very long time. I Do. It will be hard, but, its has to go on.    AMB♥    Band comp, here we come. xD 
* It really was a Priceless Moment. Tu me manques ♥

LOVE.

That should be ME.

Ain't Fair You Know?
Such a tiring day. I can imagine how Band Competition Practice will be..  ==
Some complain when they've gone through less than 5% of what 'we' did. Crappy..
I just don't feel the Sports Day spirit. It's like nothing. Literally. Sighs.
Talking bout practice, I bet i've TONS of homework to do. Its really good to know.
 Go Clare !!  :) Hope ya'll win it this Friday too.

I need reasons. It's unfair to me, you know.. The ones to be blamed are given royal treatment, while i'm ignored, when i've done nothing wrong. I know what goes on. But you, don't. When you should, to know that i'm not wrong. I was never wrong.
You on the other hand, should stop treating me like a dog. I acctually do what you ask me to. So be a little more appreciative. I don't like being bossed around this way. I've a heart too, you know? I'm just like you, HUMAN. I don't like it when you you shout at me, then expect me to give you what you need. QUIT IT!

Love.

P.s:  I Can't. I Won't.

Here,take your heart.

It tore with me  : /
P.s: I didn't want to, but i had to. Sorry.

Dreamy!

BOY you are so HOTT i can't get you outta my head!!
Ahhh.......* faints.....

Cold night. IMY

No, literally, it's COLD! :)
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Why is everything so confusing? I can't get things clear. Please tell me this is temporary. I can't
handle this for long. I don't mean to hurt you, but why?
I don't want reasons, i just can't let you fall in it too.

* Voices in my head.
Suddenly i thought about my grandpa. I miss his cola candy. I miss his rides to KFC. I miss his smile. I miss messing his room. I miss using his plier. I miss going for a walk with him. I LOVE YOU! : /
P.s: I miss you grandpa.

: /

I know the reason why you're doing this. It's so predictable. I mean, there should be only one reason, and i know it. You don't have to hide it. Think... cause you told me. And thought your other plan might over power this truth. But, its a LIE!!  :(

Byeeee...  : /

Seen from a distance, it's perfect.

'Life As A House' is an AWESOME movie.. though its very old. haha.
"Life as a House" offers audiences a chance to cry, laugh, and - at times - cringe at its harsh portrayal of a fractured family. The film isn't for everyone, but it is for moviegoers who enjoy emotional roller coasters.

Hayden Christensen :)








Haha.. other than this... BORING!!
Veno was a LIL gila on the phone. I guess the doctor didn't give her the right medication. :p
On the other hand, something is wrong somewhere..  :S  God is on to something.. :)
Are you hiding something?  Oo

Mr. D
haha.. inside joke.
P.s: Wondering why?

PERFECTION.  :]
P.s: You have been, always. :)

Friends like them, keepers.

LOVE YOU!
My friends are just Unpredictable.
First start off with the drama, I dont care about you thing. xD
Then the surprise at FullHouse. haha. I love you all. <3

I want to thank some for the wishes. It really meant alot. My birthday was a blast.
Thanks to VENO, my sister Pravina and  Renu, and her friend and my big sister, Yuen Mae! Love.

Really never expected some of the wishes, but thanks. It was nice xD

Thanks for all those Hugs, you know i LOVE HUGs!  xD

i'll never forget. :)  ilynmhmiwhy.

P.s: Thanks again. :) and i don't only love you all because of this. I truly love ya'll. xD

I LOVE YOU!

Thank You! <3
My Granny is the most sweetest thing. 3 days before my birthday, she got me GOLD earrings!! I love her, and not because she got me those earrings, but because she is MY GRANNY. She's my first mother! xD I love you patti!!
Mum and Dad. I love you all to the CORE!!  yeah, core! xD Pa, thanks for the awesome dinner and cash! Ma, i don't need anything from you. The way i'm treated at home, I LOVE YOU!!
Sisters, crap la you all!!  xD Thanks for, err, being my entertainment/pain! xD love ya'll!
Uncle, Thanks. For EVERYTHING!! 

VENO!!!  xD you the best la! There's always something dum that i can expect from you la, deyh! Even when i'm a TOTAL pain!!  :) Love you loads syg!

For the before 1a.m wishes!!  xD
venoneeticlareginnylynettecheryllilliancharliehayanilaurapri <3
and more to come. sorry if not mentioned. you know i love you all!! I realy DO! thanks again!

LOVE.

Just another day.

I've heard of  bad luck, but not this much.. First, Pn.M..  she like told about me, INFRONT of me.. -- i was like practically hiding my face away, hoping she wouldn't go," ehh, you girl, aren't you the one who was suppose to send me the......"
yeah, i would have been dead by now. So, i needed to get out of class for something, i made my maths teacher sigh and say,"go la, go!!  everytime you do this..." Haih.. and worst of all, it was the freaking first time i'd acctually asked. God. Then my STUPID files that i sent to mini,was not saved under the right one. So, WE COULDN'T OPEN IT!! My fault??  :(  Humphh.. what a day.

PRAY my day will beETTER tomorrow. Really.
ICC, My Birthday, Earth Hour, Saturday.  : /

P.s: I'm sorry. Acctually you were, but now i am. SORRY.  :(
It's just that i had a FUCKED up day..

Living a FAKE life?

Trip to the land of Pain.
Love This.
Keep acting the way you do, and one day, they might promote you.

Its suppose to be a happy week, but all i get is red marks, indirect slaps, shitty coments and other heart aching things. I wake up every morning not wanting to go to school. But mummy says, "No mood is not a reason for you to skip school. SPM, Previta. Don't play around." --
I blame myself.
* Veno!!  you made my day!!  I LOVE you!!

I hate this feeling. Really. It SUCKS!
I wish i could like take my heart,and throw it far, far away.. so i wont feel anything ever again.

P.s: IDLY,BINY,ICNLY....its more like i'm being forced to. Byee heart.
Love.

I've always regreted one thing, all always will.... YOU!

WHY, why is your SMILE killing me?

I don't even know you. But i love your smile, looks, height, and not YOUR AGE!!! whyy??
Why on earth are you younger than me? :( Not fair.
Sad thing is, i don't even know your name. Haih.. --
Haha. I saw you, only for 1hour 30 minutes. I feel like i've lost it. Cocobananananananannananananananannananaanananannananananna...

xD CRAZY!!

P.s: I don't love you. I LOVE your smile, looks and height. Not YOU! haha. well maybe cause i don't know you.
:D
Love.
Prev is CRAZEE!!!

I Don't want to..

This is so frustrating. I'm so Disappointed. I really don't know how to do this.
HOW WILL I EVER GET IT!?!
I got someone to help me. Tuition. Friends.
AND it still wont work for me. It's not fair. Like seriously, I AM STUPID. ==
I can't agree more to what i said. It's like, one second i know, and the next, I FORGET!
I DON'T LIKE THIS!

Help. Me :(
I didn't give up. And i can't. I wont.

TRY TRY!!
Pray for me. I cannot fail. I'll try not to.
Gotta go sleep. == There's exam tomorrow.

P.s: I'm sorry if, (*i will not curse it, YET)
P.s.s: PRAY FOR ME!! x(

Love.

Balloons :)

Life is like a balloon, you'll never know when it pops.

Hello bloggy. Exam is like gonna END, soon. Two more days to be more precise. Can't wait. The sad sad thing is that ICC, is on my BIRTHDAY! Why? == Haha, sweet sixteen? :/ sad eh? I know. Well, the good thing is, i can hang out with my Besties!! haha. I've no mood for my birthday. I'm more into ICC now. Hehe. I LOVE BALLOONS. Oh and Dinosaurs! They're soo colorful. *in my world*
OMG! My dad just made me climb a LADDER. A LADDER!! Man my heart felt like a balloon that went out of control. xP
Ok, back to me. Haha

You know, i was thinking. I really wonder WHO reads my blog. I mean, i never linked anyone. Never told any. So who, other than V. Oo

*Hello, person reading my blog. Nice to meet you. :) Even if i might know you, HI!!
You know, i really feel like i'm talking to myself. Meet my imaginary friend, Bubbles. Bubbles, meet 'PERSON'.

That's all for today. I guess. Maybe tonight. Oh well. Bye! xD
Love.

The world, A Fullstop.

Seems like nothing. But i know it's something.
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter. Hidden. :)

You know, i really don't like MSN's smileys. They're so, so BLEH! Oh and Maroon, at a glance, looks like moron. heh. :D
* Sleepy faced smileys.
It wasn't all that bad of an idea to not skip maths tuition.
Besides MATH, Fun came along.
It's 1.35a.m. now.

Looking around. Breathing. Thinking how it would have been... I hear raindrops. The perfect distraction. I MISS YOU! I really do.
It's 1.36a.m.

Can i know why? Why do you keep adding in to my pain? It's not like you don't know. Well i don't know if it's just me. But all i know is how much it hurts. I don't want this new you.

I'm INNOCENT. I really am. My dad's watch is annoying. Titittitititi!! == Bleehh!
And so are the FROGS. Oh..

* I miss you DIARY. I never thought i would ever loose you. But you're gone. With all my memories. EVERYTHING. I miss you, really. It sucks. Thinking about it makes me cry. Tear more like it. Why did you go. If there is one thing that i really need right now, it would be my DIARY. I might sound dramatic, but if you had one. The one like mine? You'd cry too.
I miss the drawings, poems, notes, doodles, signatures and ALOT more. I LOVE you.*
Please? Come back.

Heyy. You. Yeah you. Go Sleep la! xD

Night night bloggy. Oh, bubbles says,"good nighty!"
Love.

P.s: Something is missing. Again.

A Long Bridge..

Holyy!!! It's 3.33 a.m. Ok... hehehe...weird.. *...forgetforget..... (help)

Hello!!
BLOG fullstop.
Tuition was fun. I had FUN getting BIG RED CROSS-es on my activity book.. ==
* Add maths' = Me down the drain near my house! xP *
Oh, oh... Credits to ma sister for saving the kitty that practically DROWNED, in the drain i was talking about, due to the HEAVY RAIN!! The KITTY is SAFE!! weeee xD

*yeah.. bla bla bla.. back to me!

I forgot what i was going to say. --
Oh, yeah.. me being home alone after the movie. It's SO not fun. It's FREAKING SCARRY!! *esp when you're left alone at NIGHT.. which is now, Morning.
I'm being used as a Security Guard to watch on my house and my lil sister (sleeping).
My mum bribed me with INTERNET! xD so, here i am. BloGGinG!
And no, i am not sitting at my house gate. She's missing you. oO

Lovely lovely you, lovely me. Walking down the bridge. :D


Youknowwhat?

GOODNIGHT BLOG! xP

P.s: Please don't ask me what i'm trying to say, cause i really don't.. Byee!

Hi

I MISS YOU BLOGGYY!!!
I'll be back soon..

I know. Don't bother..

I know...I'm invisible
Because, for you, I am more a person
Yes, I´m not different from the others.
I'm just proud and ambitious
but that is what makes me fight
and sometimes, I win.
I know how you are and know how it works.
I know you THINK you know me very well,
but you don't.
See, it's not 'all of them',
It's ME.

~Love~

Should i believe this? I mean, why all of a sudden? It's not fair. I don't want 'it' all over again..I don't think its right. For you and I. For once, my heart, was far, far away from this. I loved life. It was like a dream that came in and out every time i fell asleep. Why? Did i really sign up to get my heart crushed..WTF, right? You, can never...will never know. It kills me without telling. :/ It isn't fair, is it? Well, i guess that's, that.

* I was just a piece of blank paper, flying freely with the breeze. You filled me with words, permanently. Words i couldn't understand..

P.s: Ignore the spelling errors, ect. I'm half asleep. --

Happy, happy...

A great day, i should say. Everything went the way i wanted it to. It felt like my mind was free form all the voices i'd used to hear. No feeling of worry in my heart, cause all i could think of was how proud i was for feeling the way i felt. Things passed, i couldn't be bothered. I wondered why, but, i'd decided not to answer myself. Happy things are somehow coming this way.


I acctually went through my Chemistry and Biology. WOW! xD


Life is Filled with ( fill in the blank )
I answered: HOMEWORK!! :D


* I wanna learn how to play, The river flows in you, by Yiruma. I Love the piece.
and i will! xD
EXAMS!!!

Family.Friends.Music.Love
P.s: I miss you Bitch! :(